Blog #4

Long Essay #1

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The heat of Nevada hits you as soon as you emerge from any air-conditioned building. You become emerged in the thick heaviness of the heat. Once you get used to the burning in your dry eyes and the heavy breath in your lungs you begin to appreciate Nevada’s beauty. I walk towards our rented Dodge Avenger and I slide into the passenger seat. I have my book, a pillow, and a bottle of water, I feel good to go. I turn to look at my brother in the back seat; he is sprawled across both seats with a pillow and his phone. It is practically his new appendage; I never see it missing from his hand. My dad starts the car with a wide grin on his face. It is contagious, so I smile back at him. He turns up the classic rock station that he found on the radio and pulls onto the interstate. The mountains in Nevada are like nothing I have ever seen. Dried up old rock formed over years of time and ware. The mountains are beautiful but the rest of the landscape is so bare. Sand, dirt, and road cover the miles that are stretched out in front of us. I make a note to myself to appreciate grass more when I get home. I turn to my dad and ask him how long it will take to get to the Grand Canyon. He mapped it out on a map he bought from the gas station. I love that he is still old fashioned and relies on certain things that technology has replaced. He tells me that it should take between 4 to 5 hours to get there.

The drive is long, about an hour in I am bored and I ask my dad to tell me a story from his childhood. I tend to do this very often; I love hearing tales from when he was young. “It was a different time,” he always says. He clears his throat to start up a tale and I recline the seat some more to get relaxed. He starts to explain the closets in our house and how they were arranged when he was young. I grew up and live in the same house that my dad grew up in. There is so much family history that lives within those walls. My dad continues to tell his story. “Your grandmother’s closet was in my room when I was young. Early one morning she was getting ready to volunteer at the hospital when she realized that her hospital shoes were in her closet, in my room. So she goes to open the door but it is locked. So she knocks.” I begin to giggle because I have heard this story about a thousand times but I won’t stop him because I love to hear the joy in his voice when he tells his tales. “The knocking wakes me up and I realize that it is my mother and I panic. Your mother is in the bed next to me. We had just started dating and my mother did not know that she had slept over. I call through the door and ask my mom what she needed. She kept saying she needed her shoes.” My brother begins to interject, “dad, we’ve heard this one already.” My dad apologizes and leaves it at that. I explain that I don’t mind hearing it again, but the moment has passed. I look back again at my brother who takes up the whole backseat with his 6 foot 1 lengthy frame. He is scrolling through his phone, so engrossed in whatever is on the screen. Twitter, Tinder, and Tumblr, that’s all he seems to care about these days. The boy has made meeting girls on Tinder a hobby. I ask him how many girls he is talking to now and he exclaims, “oh about 6 since we got here.” I shake my head and think to myself, I don’t even have enough time to talk to one guy. My mind wanders to Jeff, the guy I went on a first date with before we left for Nevada. The date was almost too perfect to be true but he was still texting me everyday asking for details about my vacation. I was planning on sending him a picture of the Grand Canyon, if we ever got there. The sun is still low in the sky and I feel as if we have the whole day ahead of us. My eyes start to feel heavy and I force to keep them open. I promised to be a good co-pilot to my dad, just in case he needed the GPS on my phone. A Guns and Roses song comes on the radio and I feel my head drooping to the side. My dad turns and says “Miss, why don’t you take a nap. I know long car rides aren’t your thing.” I nod, because he is right. I hate car rides. Not only do I get motion sickness but also I am an active person. I hate sitting in one spot for hours. That’s probably why I hate my desk job. I let my eyelids feel heavy and I get comfortable in my seat. I let sleep take over me.

When I wake up I can feel the temperature difference in the car. We have the AC on, but the sun is higher in the sky and the heat is thicker. I was awoken by the debate my dad and brother are having. My brother wants to know if we will make it back to the hotel in time to watch the Thursday night game. Today is the season opener for football and the Packers are facing the Seahawks, we all know that it will be a momentous game. “Erik, I don’t think we will make it back in time, but I will try.” “How long do we have to stay at the Grand Canyon for dad? Can we stay for an hour and maybe see the second half of the game?” Although I am a girl I do love football and I get excited for every new football season but that comment made my blood boil. I whipped my head around and I said, “We are going to stay as long as dad wants. The trip to the Grand Canyon is for him, so we will leave when he is ready.” My brother went back to his phone and muttered under his breath but I didn’t want to keep arguing. I decided to look out the window at the mountains. We passed a sign that said Grand Canyon National Park 25 Miles. A smile spread across my face because the worst was over. We listened to the radio in silence for the rest of the drive.

The Grand Canyon National Park entrance is blocked off by Park Rangers in tollbooths. My dad pays the fee and asks the female ranger for directions to the closest rim of the canyon. She seems friendly. As she hands my dad a map and explains the route I can tell that she genuinely loves her job and I wonder what made her want to work at the country’s largest landmark. We pull through the tollbooth and drive towards the visitor’s center. I see green leafy trees for the first time in days. I roll down my window and feel the cool breeze. The temperature is cooler here. I look down at my black shorts and tank top and regret my outfit choice. We drive for about 15 minutes when we see signs for the visitor’s center. My dad makes a left at a fork in the road and drives until he sees a large parking lot. We all can’t wait to step out and stretch our legs. I step out of the car; the cool air makes my hair stand on end and my arms fill with Goosebumps. I assumed the temperature in Arizona would be the same as Nevada but I was wrong. The sun was strong so I told myself that as long as I stay in the sun I wouldn’t be as cold. We walked to the visitor center to use the restrooms. After my father asked for directions yet again we began to walk to the south rim of the Grand Canyon. We begin walking up a path. My brother makes a comment about the amount of foreign languages he has been hearing and I turn to him and say, “The Grand Canyon is a huge natural wonder that people from all over the world want to experience. Maybe now you can see what a big deal this is and why we drove 5 hours to be here.” My brother keeps quiet and glances down at his phone. I walk ahead of my family to find a sign that says Mather Point ahead.

As I walk up the path the trees begin to part and the peaks on the canyon start to form. Right in front of my eyes the canyon takes shape. I jog ahead and grab onto the rail in front of me. I take a deep breath and release it slowly. I can’t help it but an “oh my god” escapes my lips. My dad and brother catch up and they grab the railing on either side of me. We all take a minute to let the canyon sink in and my dad is the first one to speak, “wow.” I turn to him and although I know it is cliché, I say, “It is absolutely breath-taking.” We follow the rail up to Mather point.

Mather point is a piece of the canyon that ventures out farther than other parts of the rim. You walk along the rock so it is as if you are standing in the canyon. We walk to the edge and stand behind the railing. My dad takes out his camera and snaps a dozen pictures. For the first time I look at the formations in the rock.  The sun was bright that day and it couldn’t be more perfect. The shadows that were cast along the canyon only added to its beauty. First off, describing the canyon as massive is an understatement. The depth of this natural wonder is almost too much for the perception of the human eye. I almost couldn’t tell where the canyon ended and the sky began.

Years and years of erosion and natural elements shaped what is the canyon today. The ancient rock was shaped by the constant flow of the Colorado River. The layers in the rock are beautiful. If you have ever seen a sunset then you will understand what the rock in Grand Canyon looks like.  The tips of the peaks are a light gray, almost white, bleached by the sun. The next layer is an orange that fades to a deep red. The color of the rock so vibrant that it doesn’t look real. Towards the bottom of the canyon the rock begins to look normal again as it takes on its classic brown color. Hints of red and orange are everywhere within the canyon, but most of the rock has the same color pattern. If you look close enough you can see that there are trees growing out of the rock. In the desert in Arizona trees are growing out of rock. I finally realize that I am now fascinated.

We walk off of Mather’s point and continue on the trail around the rim. My brother finds a spot in the railing where he can squeeze through. My father follows him. I make them turn around and give me their gadgets just incase. The follow along the rock and down a hill. The wall juts out like a point and they walk along it. Father and son reach the end of the point and sit along the edge. I am cringing with anxiety but I can’t lecture them on what to do, they are both big boys. I take a couple of pictures on my phone and they start to walk back. They explain how cool the canyon looked from that angle. They know my fear of heights prevented me to join them and they don’t press me on it.

We realize that there isn’t much more to see and my dad decides its time to walk back to the car. I stop them and ask if we can take a family photo. I tend to be the nostalgic one in my family. I think this is because I am the only female force in my immediate family. They humor me and come back to the railing. I find a nice couple that speak English and agree to take our photo. My dad gives his camera to the woman and I stand in the middle. I always try to be in the middle of the picture because when I look back at it I like knowing that I have two strong men to hold me up in life.

I view the picture to make sure it saved on my dad’s digital camera. The sun is bright, the canyon glows behind us and my brother isn’t smiling. Well at least he took the picture with us. I can’t expect too much from him.  The woman asks me where we are from and I exclaim, “New Jersey.” “Oh, east coast. Us too, we are from Florida.” I smile and nod. They must be in their fifties. Him with the camera strap around his neck and red polo shirt, her in a purple windbreaker and bright turquoise fanny pack. They seem nice enough and we talk about our traveling and where we are staying. I can tell my brother is getting antsy so I say good-bye and we are on our way back to the car.

I roll my window down and breath in the mountain air. I pull my seatbelt on and recline in my seat. My dad starts to drive toward the exit. He pulls out the map and turns around. “Dad where are we going, the exit is that way,” my brother whines. My dad doesn’t answer but keeps on driving. I eventually see a sign that says “This way to the Navajo observation tower.” My brother sighs in the back seat but I keep quiet. We reach another parking lot and my dad parks. As we get out of the car he says, “we may only get to do this once, lets get the full experience.” I agreed with him so I walked ahead to what looked like a tower in the distance.

There was a sign that stated that the tower is a replica of a tower that the Navajo Indians built to observe the area. After reading the sign I walked in to the tower. You had to walk through a gift shop to the back of the tower. A spiral staircase took you to upper levels with observation windows. My brother rushed past me up the stairs. His athleticism always bothered me. I constantly had an injury growing up. I follow them both up the stairs. I was breathless by the time I reached the top level. I see my dad placing a quarter into one of those old eye telescope things. (what are these called?) He looks through it and says “hey guys, I can see the Colorado River!” My brother and I fight to look through it. We were all curious where the river was in the canyon because from the rim you can’t see far enough down to see the water. After giving my brother a turn I look through the eyepiece to see the famous green water that shaped the canyon to be what it is. My brother eagerly runs to each window to see what view he can see. For the first time today I see what could be the makings of a smile. We all walk over to the same window. My dad looks over at my brother and says, “cool?” Erik looks back at him and says with a smirk, “cool.”

We walk out of the tower, after buying T-shirts of course, and we walk back to the car. I hug my dad and thank him for taking us here. “I’m happy we all got to see it together honey.” I look up at my dad and in that moment I can see that his whole life is now complete. At 59 years old he has done so much, but I can tell that this meant a lot to him. I tear rolls down my face and I am grateful for my sunglasses. We reach the car and I climb in to the passenger seat. My brother takes his spot on the entire back seat and my dad starts the car. He turns the radio up and pulls out of our parking spot. As we pull out of the parking lot and drive towards the interstate my eyes begin to close. I give in to the long day that I had and I fall asleep.